Time for a Change

Ok it's time to change tact! I am heading towards a happier more positive me! first things first though I need to work out how to really use my blog and change the page etc etc etc. Learning first and then from April 10 I am joining the challenge set by Beautiful You (I would post the link but as I said.... I am a little blogchallenged and am set to learn how to run this baby properly) and journalling 1 sentence a day to bring the happy back! (yay for that I LOVE the idea).

Really!

ok kids, enough now. What is it we the Gen X's are exactly "not getting"?
I hate that this blog has turned into one big bitch post about the trials and tribulations experienced with my teenage son. but honestly if I don't expel (diarize it all) I will explode! Yes I have more ongoing issue's with the gorgeous Matty. I am lost for words as to why this has happened. Where did it all go wrong? What exactly did I do to lead my little man into a future of drugs and alcohol. I honestly believe and feel in my heart of hearts that if we don't hit a solution soon that I will lose my son to this generation. I have already lost him in so many ways but the idea of losing him physically is so so scary.
He is lost in a world where the drugs make it all better! I really think the drugs have helped his mind to "create" non-existant issues in his life just so that he has a reason to take the drugs to make it all better! (did that make sense... actually does anyone even read this) what do I do now???