Been away awhile

gosh I have been away for quite awhile from my blog. Lets see if I can update life a little.
The Cancer... which was my last post was dealt with... twice! yep they cut my throat twice. sigh! So I am currently on a kind of "standby" mode with that... I go for 3 mthly checkups
Matthew... well he turns 18 soon in August. Again I think we are on stanby mode. He is living in a house with other guys and ringing me daily for food. We have always said there will always be a meal here for him ... BUT on our terms not his... aka I will NOT do midnight runs to deliver him a meal.
I will post more soon but it is quite late and I want to sleep.... I am changing my blog to a more positive one... so for those who read... keep watch!!