And so the circle does turn

OK... Matt is home again, speaking all the correct answers, but we will see. I am a little brighter now. I am fighting a dreadful sore throat at the moment which I guess is quite possibly a result of all the stress. I spoke with Laura's physiotherapist yesterday and asked if he knew the best gym or trainer for me to begin my "tis time" get fit again regime. He has given me the name of a trainer who will be able to take into account all the surgeries I have had on my stomach and develop a program that will increase my fitness and develop that core strength that I so desperately need. Am a little nervous about exercising again, I am terrified of hernia's (I have already had the stoma redone 6 times due to my developing hernia's. Am kinda over the whole operation and going to hospital thing. Actually I might go see if I can get thru to this guy now again. I did ring yesterday but had to leave a message. Am a bit wary but oooo sooooo desperately do not want to be fat and I am rapidly getting there. Wish me luck!! will go make that call now before I chicken out.