update

ok... Matthew has moved in with his god father who has laid down the law. I have told Matty that due to recent behaviours that he cannot come here unless I have Mick or another "male" family member here. Matty did succeed in getting that job he had a trial for this morning and was asked to return to work this afternoon. I am happy for him, he will do well, besides from all the behaviours he has exhibited to me he is a very good and responsible worker. I know my decent matthew is in there.
Me well I thought I was cried out but have cried some more. I am definately on the mend now though. I can't wait for my husband (who works away from home in a mine) to return on Saturday. I need a hug!