I survived the "almost" unsurvivable singing lesson

Hi
I wonder if anyone other than me even reads this blog. I did get yr post Jen thankyou! (just in case you come back) You amaze me you know! You have such a elegant writing style, I am compelled to read and hang on every word. OK... soooo, todays singing workshop was, as I predicted, insanely busy. Somehow I have managed to get myself nominated to be the Public Relations/assistant co-ordinator for these workshops. Tis ok! I don't mind and really it is an honour and I learn just soooo much from just sitting back and listening. I did get totally decimated during my own private lesson tho, I needed it.... but yah I crashed and burned into a big heap of flames! Nothing that was said to me wasn't true, I was hiding my inner "fears" of performing and singing behind my cheekiness (Yahhhhh I knoooowwww, tis difficult to believe that "I" could be cheeky) and banter. He was like a heat sensing missile, finding its target and blasting it into smithereens. I have been well and truly scolded and told its time to get serious. I do tend to hide behind humour if I am in an uncomfortable spot. But he's right! if I am going pay for workshops and private lessons then I need to concentrate and work at what I am there for, rather than waste everyone's time. I did have a small bleed from my ileo last night and am feeling very washed out and somewhat dizzy tonight, but I didn't need any pain relief soooo not a bad one I guess. PHEW.... disaster adverted nicely!
Alrighty I have been awake and pretty much moving for over 14hrs now soooo I think its time to tuck my weary self into bed..... hopefully you won't see me blogging again at 4am
till next time....."sooo long fair well, a veet tisane adieu, adieu to you and you and you and youuuu"